I don't even know how to start

A friend of mine whom I used to work with had a heart attack. 38 years old. That in itself is bad enough. But there's more. She was pregnant with one of her children at the same time I was pregnant with Evan. So she has a 6 year old son. She also has an older boy, maybe 9 or so. And the part that breaks my heart is that she has a new baby girl. 4 weeks old.

Yesterday I learned that her husband has been told there's no hope for her. She's on life support, and has no brain activity.

I can't even imagine. Her husband, her sons, and her daughter who will never know her mama. So damn sad.